I thought by setting the table with my intro story, you would see I mistakenly must have checked the "ban my compulsive butt for life" box, as opposed to the "slap me on the wrist for six months box."As for controlling my play...I play 10/20 or 15/30. I'm the annoying guy that buys in for $200, chases, and then leaves with a thousand dollars or loses it all in two hands. Anything other than that, and I get bored. This doesn't help for positive variance.