Well I'm the finace.... and trust me, he's got a zillion great qualities about him, one blow up on the BJ table isn't going to make or break our relationship! I think he wanted to be the "hero"... double up make some money, and shine.. nothing wrong with that, just went about it wrong. He's a great guy, and I love him a million!In regards to me being a better poker player, and him needing to commit suicide.. ack... I've learned so much about poker from him and need him! He learned his lesson, didn't put us in the poorhouse or anything like that, and we are alive to enjoy another day!There a