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I am serious you guys after a dummy weekend like I had this weekend, i feel like it would be better off to just end it all right now. Im not looking for sympathy, I just want to tell some of my story. The hottest girll i have met latley asked me to go on a date, then all of a sudden on the day we ahd planned on for a week, she has to work. BS!! Then instead of going on my date I go to the casino and play in a tourney that night and get knocked out first. i spend my last 110 on blackjack and tunr that into 1100 before I lose 16 hands in a row and cash out with 500 lieft. I proseed to lose to pocket aces six times lwithin the next two hourss, all wihtin 50 dollars a time nad pocket kings once for the same amount. For the past two years, i figure its been like that no matter what. I have control over it but I dont. Once I get drunk, I am unbstoppable and i cant control it. I even tell myself when I am drunk to quit and I cant. i keep digging a bigger whole, and it do4esnt matter what I doit just gets worse. To try get out of the hole it just gets deeper and deeper, I dont really know what I am going to do. I might be drunk right now, but the thiought has been on mind mind for a while to just end it all right now. Instead of digging a bigger hole of debt I just dig one hole and thats it. There are a lot of other factotrs that drive into tis feeling but I dont feel like typing them right now.Thanks for letting me rant.Lyle

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That made me laugh.There is hope for you yet.
Laughs are all I got buddy. Have you ever seen a guy and everytime you se him his cheekjs are just pink rosy read. Thats me.. i am so damn sick of the dealers and half of the people that are there calling me rosy cheeks that I cant ake it anymor e. I got no damn contro.l over the color of my damn cheeks. Give me fricken break.
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Laughs are all I got buddy. Have you ever seen a guy and everytime you se him his cheekjs are just pink rosy read. Thats me.. i am so damn sick of the dealers and half of the people that are there calling me rosy cheeks that I cant ake it anymor e. I got no damn contro.l over the color of my damn cheeks. Give me fricken break.
I have dark hair,and bright blue eyes. It has gotten me in alot of trouble with women.All kinds of strange one night stands etc.. So believe me,I know where you're coming from.
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I have dark hair,and bright blue eyes. It has gotten me in alot of trouble with women.All kinds of strange one night stands etc.. So believe me,I know where you're coming from.
No you dont know where I am coming form. I am always the nice guy. If something has to be done and nobody want sot do it, dont owrry lyle will take care of it. And I AM SICK OF IT. I have never ever had a one night stand, thats either becasue I am to much of a nice guy and just cant do it or because I to much of a puss and cant do it or because I am to ugly and just cant do it, or the girls I have tried it with just cant handle it, you take your pick.
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at least your turned 110 into 500, could've been worse....
I forgot to add the part where that 500 turned to nothing by 330. I ran into pocket aces six times, around that i think and pocket kings when i had queens, all playing well over my bankroll, but where I am right now the guys dont even talk about bank roll.
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If you decide to blast your throat out with a shotgun, will you set a digital camera on a timer and leave instructions to post the pic as your last dying wish? Thanks.
If it comes to that I will keep that in mind buddy thanks a alot good idea.
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