CJHunt 0 Posted June 11, 2006 Share Posted June 11, 2006 Pessimistic or realistic? You be the judge!What the hell is wrong with me. Why the hell do I go from being completely normal to completely ****ed in no time flat with seemingly no trigger.Why do I derive everything about myself based upon the opinions on others. How have I not killed myself yet?Why can I talk to complete strangers about anything and yet somehow can't talk to the people I care about most about anything actually important to me.Why do I bother to post on this board when I know nobody really cares. O yea because of #6.At leats I have work to look forward ot in the morning. Link to post Share on other sites
Dirtydutch 8 Posted June 11, 2006 Share Posted June 11, 2006 Pessimistic or realistic? You be the judge!What the hell is wrong with me. Why the hell do I go from being completely normal to completely ****ed in no time flat with seemingly no trigger.Why do I derive everything about myself based upon the opinions on others. How have I not killed myself yet?Why can I talk to complete strangers about anything and yet somehow can't talk to the people I care about most about anything actually important to me.Why do I bother to post on this board when I know nobody really cares. O yea because of #6.At leats I have work to look forward ot in the morning.You need drugs. I have a gift, I should be a doctor. Link to post Share on other sites
Stylin_Fish 0 Posted June 11, 2006 Share Posted June 11, 2006 Pessimistic or realistic? You be the judge!What the hell is wrong with me. Why the hell do I go from being completely normal to completely ****ed in no time flat with seemingly no trigger.Why do I derive everything about myself based upon the opinions on others. How have I not killed myself yet?Why can I talk to complete strangers about anything and yet somehow can't talk to the people I care about most about anything actually important to me.Why do I bother to post on this board when I know nobody really cares. O yea because of #6.At leats I have work to look forward ot in the morning.Reality. I think this a lot too. I'm working a job I don't like. Going to school for no reason. I'm not able to find any type of girlfriend whatsoever. So why am I doing all of this crap for? Work at a crappy job for 60 years just to die? Link to post Share on other sites
Petoria 0 Posted June 11, 2006 Share Posted June 11, 2006 Pessimistic or realistic? You be the judge!What the hell is wrong with me. Why the hell do I go from being completely normal to completely ****ed in no time flat with seemingly no trigger.Why do I derive everything about myself based upon the opinions on others. How have I not killed myself yet?Why can I talk to complete strangers about anything and yet somehow can't talk to the people I care about most about anything actually important to me.Why do I bother to post on this board when I know nobody really cares. O yea because of #6.At leats I have work to look forward ot in the morning.Realistic.Nothing, you're just another organism going through life the best way he sees fit.Bipolar?It's what people do, no matter how much they deny it.How have any of us not killed ourselves yet? Why are there 2 suicide posts on the same night?Vaguely related to #4. Strangers opinions about you dont matter, but the opinions of loved ones do, bc you see them so often.We're all here arent we. Link to post Share on other sites
mbreon 0 Posted June 11, 2006 Share Posted June 11, 2006 How have I not killed myself yet?On a serious note, if you are having problems of this nature, you should immediately seek psychiatric help. There's no stigma attached with seeing a shrink these days, as many people do or have at some point. You will not find the kind of help you are looking for on a poker forum, that's for sure.Seriously, get some help. Link to post Share on other sites
Spademan 94 Posted June 11, 2006 Share Posted June 11, 2006 You got the phrase wrong.It's: "You suck and then you shut the hell up." Link to post Share on other sites
mbreon 0 Posted June 11, 2006 Share Posted June 11, 2006 You got the phrase wrong.It's: "You suck and then you shut the hell up."I thought you had left for good? Welcome back. Link to post Share on other sites
Spademan 94 Posted June 11, 2006 Share Posted June 11, 2006 I thought you had left for good? Welcome back.I have left, who the F are you talking to? Who's back? You're talking to the wind, my man. Link to post Share on other sites
mbreon 0 Posted June 11, 2006 Share Posted June 11, 2006 I have left, who the F are you talking to? Who's back? You're talking to the wind, my man.Oh, how I missed your piquant wit. Welcome back, Kotter. Link to post Share on other sites
speedz99 145 Posted June 11, 2006 Share Posted June 11, 2006 Crappy job and no girlfriend?Sounds good to me.Now is when you liquidate all your possessions and move to a Carribean or South American nation where you can buy a nice house, work on the beach, and get extremely hot women.Why not? Link to post Share on other sites
Dirtydutch 8 Posted June 11, 2006 Share Posted June 11, 2006 I have left, who the F are you talking to? Who's back? You're talking to the wind, my man.God, I hope this is long term, you're one of few posters whose "Last post by:" is synonymous awesome. Link to post Share on other sites
phlegm 6 Posted June 11, 2006 Share Posted June 11, 2006 Reality. I think this a lot too. I'm working a job I don't like. Going to school for no reason. I'm not able to find any type of girlfriend whatsoever. So why am I doing all of this crap for? Work at a crappy job for 60 years just to die?I just ran this one past my brother who is a psychologist and works with theclinically depressed and who have suicidal tendencies.He said you have just articulated the best reason for suicide he has yet to hear.Well done. Link to post Share on other sites
theresa113 0 Posted June 11, 2006 Share Posted June 11, 2006 I think it is natural to have restlessness when you are in your early 20s. I think the wonder of why is natural at this age. You feel like you have spent your whole life waiting for this time of your life and then when you get here, you feel disapointed because your expectations are not met. Anyway, I recomend reading Erik's thread titled American Beauty. Trust me guys, it does get better. Much better in fact. Men still make more money then women. And for god's sake, you do not have menstrual cycles! No cramps, no pregnancy, no stretch marks! Link to post Share on other sites
digitalmonkey 929 Posted June 12, 2006 Share Posted June 12, 2006 Pessimistic or realistic? You be the judge!What the hell is wrong with me. Why the hell do I go from being completely normal to completely ****ed in no time flat with seemingly no trigger.Why do I derive everything about myself based upon the opinions on others. How have I not killed myself yet?Why can I talk to complete strangers about anything and yet somehow can't talk to the people I care about most about anything actually important to me.Why do I bother to post on this board when I know nobody really cares. O yea because of #6.At leats I have work to look forward ot in the morning.You can PM me if you wish to talk. Link to post Share on other sites
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