Worlds Worst Blunder

[leer 3]

im not sure what i was thinking. stupidity maybe?but i just pulled a rounders blunder.I went to a high stakes poker game and placed my entire bankroll on the line in a no limit game.1.5 million USDthe hand that broke me,preflop i make the standard 3 bet raise. im called by 2 playersi had AK spades.flop came Ad Kc 9hthinking i had the best hand, i shoved all in. this is real money. not online.2 players call me, one has me covered. the other was in for 400kwe all turn over our cards.guy 1 has Qd 10dguy 2 has 9d 9cthe turn came Js river 4ci had that sudden sinking filling. that moment in your life why you made this decision.knowing not only did you loose, but horribly. i realized at that point when we turned over the cards. my entire grinding careers was now gone.i dont know why i did this. but i was not pressured or forced in to this.when i lost. the most funny thought that came to mind was, i would have felt better if i were playing phil ivey, and Daniel. and they were the ones i lost to. but instead, i lost to no names.now im left with starting over. i have 1500.00 left.funny thing is, i dont think this was a bad beat. it was major bad play and stupidity. up until this game, i only risked from 5 to 20% of my bankroll.that movie rounders had alot of great points in it. though, this is not one.this is a feeling i have never had before. its like a uforia, a fog. a total loss of direction.now, im left with, do i start over? or do i now get me a job. and start saving up to restart my venture.well, its been fun. ill take a few days off, and decide if i want to start over. or do i want to quit for a while, enter the working force, and save up a 50k bankroll. to start over again.this is my first ever major fail.has anyone else done this?anyhow, ill take this time to reflect on this. get drunk, and then look back at this mistake later. and hopefully learn from it.

[GOCUBSGO 77]

Who wants first crack at this?

[king_tanner 84]

I'll stake you in a 1/2 NL game to work your way back up.You have to suck me off though.

[kobe2odom8 14]

LOL, poty (not that there have been many). GOATTTTTT

[kobe2odom8 14]

Calling off 400k with a gutter likaboshhhhhhhhIn before someone says he has backdoor fd

[king_tanner 84]

don't talk shit about guy 1, he had a tell on the dealerLeer you sure you weren't playing in Macau?

[FARGOpokerND 22]

ROFL is this post realllllllYou playing 25/50k blinds brah?

[donk4life 34]

were you thinking about vegas and the ****ing mirage when you shoved?

[donk4life 34]

i just want to hit 9k posts, you're a fkin liar by the way

[HighwayStar 8]

Ignore the haters OP, I believe you. Great story!

[mrpaddyx 13]

im not sure what i was thinking. stupidity maybe?

Posting whilst drunk?

has anyone else done this?

talked about non existent bankrolls when hammered, yes plent of times

this is my first ever major fail.

On this forum, in life probably not so much.There used to be a drunk topic but i can't find the link. i'll post it here later if i can find it.

[phlegm 6]

What you did was freaking awesome. Im gonna use that story as a great pickup line.also if true, Im sure even God would forgive this suicide.P.s. Did you get a comp buffet at least?

[stefanndiaz 0]

Cool story bro.

[stefanndiaz 0]

Cool story bro.

[Jam-Fly 8]

one more post closer to 5000, I'll get there before FCP dies...and how come u removed the join date? I want my plethora of experience to be shown

[Jam-Fly 8]

and also, calling 3 bet raises with QT? Seriously dude, move up to where they respect your raises.

[hank213 1,823]

are you sure you didn't mean 1.5 hundred USD?

[driftwood 0]

lmao. is this forum always full of bullshit like this?

[Tiltinagain 973]

lmao. is this forum always full of bullshit like this?

Yes

[Mercury69 3]

I would totally Omar Little this game, mos def.

[FileError404 0]

I'm guessing 2K/4K. Guy 1 raises to 15K, guy 2 calls, you make it 40K, flop, you shove for 365 BB. That's the way I buildt my roll, too...