I Cant Stand It!

[rcgs59 15]

A. Everyone hates you stfu

fuc k lifeI can't stand how people , or so call kids go on berating others just for the sake of insulting. Does it serve a purpose to continuously hurt there feelings. Would you like it if someone constantly runned you down day in and day out. To chase them out of something they enjoy or love, even if they love it and are not good at it. This place is not a serious place. It's a place for fun, and enjoyment but people seem to forget about that and want to take ownsership. For some people this place is like family to them, but again people come off as biatches, with hatered. I was told to lighten up and joke around well people, I tried. It seem people here don't know how to do the same thing. Thanks to most of the negativity here I have been pushed into a depression and with that thoughts of wanting to die that goes with all the hatered I have been reading lately. So I hope you are all happy to see me so miserable and maybe if your lucky I just may have the guts to die too. Hope your are satisfy with that. and may it be on your conscious forever

[DrawingDeadInDM 0]

fuc k lifeI can't stand how people , or so call kids go on berating others just for the sake of insulting. Does it serve a purpose to continuously hurt there feelings. Would you like it if someone constantly runned you down day in and day out. To chase them out of something they enjoy or love, even if they love it and are not good at it. This place is not a serious place. It's a place for fun, and enjoyment but people seem to forget about that and want to take ownsership. For some people this place is like family to them, but again people come off as biatches, with hatered. I was told to lighten up and joke around well people, I tried. It seem people here don't know how to do the same thing. Thanks to most of the negativity here I have been pushed into a depression and with that thoughts of wanting to die that goes with all the hatered I have been reading lately. So I hope you are all happy to see me so miserable and maybe if your lucky I just may have the guts to die too. Hope your are satisfy with that. and may it be on your conscious forever

Ran. Ownership. Bitches. Hatred. Hatred. Satisfied.

[Canuckickstan 2]

Don't let the childish attitudes of a few stupid cunts ruin your day. It's not worth it.

[GeneralGeeWhiz 0]

Don't let the childish attitudes of a few stupid cunts ruin your day. It's not worth it.

[kobe2odom8 14]

**** t hese guys rose. you don't deserve to be talked to like this. just ignore them

[Sportsmack 0]

fuc k lifeI can't stand how people , or so call kids go on berating others just for the sake of insulting. Does it serve a purpose to continuously hurt there feelings. Would you like it if someone constantly runned you down day in and day out. To chase them out of something they enjoy or love, even if they love it and are not good at it. This place is not a serious place. It's a place for fun, and enjoyment but people seem to forget about that and want to take ownsership. For some people this place is like family to them, but again people come off as biatches, with hatered. I was told to lighten up and joke around well people, I tried. It seem people here don't know how to do the same thing. Thanks to most of the negativity here I have been pushed into a depression and with that thoughts of wanting to die that goes with all the hatered I have been reading lately. So I hope you are all happy to see me so miserable and maybe if your lucky I just may have the guts to die too. Hope your are satisfy with that. and may it be on your conscious forever

Soooooooooooooooo NOT worth it. With all due respect, if the people on this site make you wanna kill yourself, you may have some deeper issues.

[king_tanner 84]

fuc k lifeI can't stand how people , or so call kids go on berating others just for the sake of insulting. Does it serve a purpose to continuously hurt there feelings. Would you like it if someone constantly runned you down day in and day out. To chase them out of something they enjoy or love, even if they love it and are not good at it. This place is not a serious place. It's a place for fun, and enjoyment but people seem to forget about that and want to take ownsership. For some people this place is like family to them, but again people come off as biatches, with hatered. I was told to lighten up and joke around well people, I tried. It seem people here don't know how to do the same thing. Thanks to most of the negativity here I have been pushed into a depression and with that thoughts of wanting to die that goes with all the hatered I have been reading lately. So I hope you are all happy to see me so miserable and maybe if your lucky I just may have the guts to die too. Hope your are satisfy with that. and may it be on your conscious forever

I'm going to be honest with you Rose since you sent me a suicidal PM a month or two ago that kind of freaked me out, and it was weird because I don't know you at all outside of these forums.Find something recreational to do besides post on internet forums. Read books. Go on vacation somewhere. Drive to somewhere you haven't been before. Join some kind of club. Take a class in something you have always wanted to learn how to do. Join a women's country club where you can go to a spa or something like that.I say this because there are people who are going to make fun of you on every internet forum. People make fun of each other, it is a part of life. If you show that you are sensitive about getting made fun of, it will get even worst. Nothing will ever change that. It is the internet, people can say what they want without getting in trouble.And if you do decide to stay on these forums, please use the ignore all posts function for the people who make you depressed. Jeepster, DrawingDead, and others will always give you shit. So if you can't take it, either leave or ignore them.But for you to say that you might have the guts to die and that it will be on our conscious is f_ucking ridiculous. You don't know the majority of these people personally, so people are going to make fun of you without feeling bad at all. If they are the reason you are suicidal, then you have the problem not them. And harming yourself will be on your conscience, not theirs.I know other members of the forum have talked to you about this issue, and it hasn't changed anything so you probably won't listen to what I have to say. But please please please stop taking everything personally, and find something else to do that isn't poker/internet related.

[avsfan 0]

roseeee. You barely know me but...I say keep your chin up girl and keep perceptive on these things.

[rcgs59 15]

I'm going to be honest with you Rose since you sent me a suicidal PM a month or two ago that kind of freaked me out, and it was weird because I don't know you at all outside of these forums.Find something recreational to do besides post on internet forums. Read books. Go on vacation somewhere. Drive to somewhere you haven't been before. Join some kind of club. Take a class in something you have always wanted to learn how to do. Join a women's country club where you can go to a spa or something like that.I say this because there are people who are going to make fun of you on every internet forum. People make fun of each other, it is a part of life. If you show that you are sensitive about getting made fun of, it will get even worst. Nothing will ever change that. It is the internet, people can say what they want without getting in trouble.And if you do decide to stay on these forums, please use the ignore all posts function for the people who make you depressed. Jeepster, DrawingDead, and others will always give you shit. So if you can't take it, either leave or ignore them.But for you to say that you might have the guts to die and that it will be on our conscious is f_ucking ridiculous. You don't know the majority of these people personally, so people are going to make fun of you without feeling bad at all. If they are the reason you are suicidal, then you have the problem not them. And harming yourself will be on your conscience, not theirs.I know other members of the forum have talked to you about this issue, and it hasn't changed anything so you probably won't listen to what I have to say. But please please please stop taking everything personally, and find something else to do that isn't poker/internet related.

Tanner why should I give up on something I love like poker and fcp because of a few jerks. Yes I am down and depressed and Have thoughts of self harm and I am dealing with it. it's a fact of life, but some of these asses need to be accountable to what they say as well. I tried to take most of the jokes but then some carry things too far or make it more personal than they should. Did Mike Matasow give up or Russ Dutch Boyd,Winston Churchill, Johnny Depp, Isaac Newton, Jean Claude Van Damme. people need to get freaked out a little, cause life is short and because each of us do affect others we may not admit it at times but we do. We just need to think at times what we say, or write as it could affect someone in an offensive way. Yeah the internet is funny, you don't know all sides of everyone. I have a great sense of humor and can play great jokes on people but when you are repeatly kicked as I have been it's hard sometimes to get up. I will bounce back, at least I am hoping too, right now I am hanging on by a thread, and I do have a few good friends here who are supporting me, which I do thank god for there support because with out them I am not sure I would be here. I do love you guys and you know who you are. :heart:Iam sure I can list a few other poker players with depression or bipolar disorder but I don't thing that is needed.

[king_tanner 84]

Tanner why should I give up on something I love like poker and fcp because of a few jerks. Yes I am down and depressed and Have thoughts of self harm and I am dealing with it. it's a fact of life, but some of these asses need to be accountable to what they say as well. I tried to take most of the jokes but then some carry things too far or make it more personal than they should. Did Mike Matasow give up or Russ Dutch Boyd,Winston Churchill, Johnny Depp, Isaac Newton, Jean Claude Van Damme. people need to get freaked out a little, cause life is short and because each of us do affect others we may not admit it at times but we do. We just need to think at times what we say, or write as it could affect someone in an offensive way. Yeah the internet is funny, you don't know all sides of everyone. I have a great sense of humor and can play great jokes on people but when you are repeatly kicked as I have been it's hard sometimes to get up. I will bounce back, at least I am hoping too, right now I am hanging on by a thread, and I do have a few good friends here who are supporting me, which I do thank god for there support because with out them I am not sure I would be here. I do love you guys and you know who you are. :heart:Iam sure I can list a few other poker players with depression or bipolar disorder but I don't thing that is needed.

I think your missing my point. I'm not asking you to give up on FCP and poker, I'm saying do other things as well. If you are suicidal because of what people say on an internet forum, I suggest you seek help.

[DrawingDeadInDM 0]

Soooooooooooooooo NOT worth it. With all due respect, if the people on this site make you wanna kill yourself, you may have some deeper issues.

[rcgs59 15]

Soooooooooooooooo NOT worth it. With all due respect, if the people on this site make you wanna kill yourself, you may have some deeper issues.

I think your missing my point. I'm not asking you to give up on FCP and poker, I'm saying do other things as well. If you are suicidal because of what people say on an internet forum, I suggest you seek help.

As you missed my point

Have thoughts of self harm and I am dealing with it

, by dealing with it obviously I am seeing someone and being treated. which I am not ashamed to admit to this. but like my therapist states communication is a 2 way street. So responsibility goes both ways. Yes I do have to not take things so seriously and I have to not be lazy and correct my grammar and spelling mistakes that piss people off. But people also have to be less nasty around stupid petty issues. So I suggest a truce and a little more tolerance at this point while I going though some medication changes and these rough patches. As for the other suggestions Tanner I will take them and think about them and see what I might do with them as some are actually good idea's. But some people do need to do some growing up as well, and it's not just the kids on this site it's some of the adults too.

[chrozzo 19]

i sooooo had different thoughts for this thread

[hblask 1]

RCG,I don't know you and seem to have missed most of the drama regarding you, but I think it's important to take it for what it is. While it may *seem* personal, it's not, it's the internet. And yeah, some people don't like each other, but that's part of the entertainment value. Think about it this way: why do people watch sports? Is it because it is very important to their life whether a particular size-and-shape of playground equipment crosses a particular threshold according to a certain set of rules? Is it because the people wearing a different color uniform are somehow different from our team? Of course not, it's because it gives us something to argue and fret about, something non-threatening and unimportant, but that can still generate a lot of (pseudo)controversy.Internet message boards have taken up a lot of slack in this area. You come to this board at a disadvantage, being female. Look at the way Fleur was treated. It was way over the top. Was it personal? No, it was juvenile entertainment. It took on a personal form with personal insults, but no, it wasn't personal. It was an oblong ball breaking the plane while in possession of a particular color of uniform.I don't know if I'm hated here, I might be, but in the end it doesn't matter because for many people it's all about trying to be cute and funny and rude. Go somewhere where teenagers hang out and watch their attitude toward others. OT is about hanging onto that attitude for a few years beyond it's normal lifespan. It CAN be entertaining and humorous if you take it with the right attitude. And saying "you guys, stop picking on me" is probably as far from the right attitude as possible.I'm not sure how you take this advice to heart, but you really need to try. The haters are on every message board on the internet, and if you stay around long enough you're bound to run into some. I've had many through the years. In fact, if I Google my full name, one of the top results is a guy who is still carrying a vendetta against me a decade later, lol.

[Jeepster80125 0]

Well hello seriousrose.For the record, I wasn't trying to pile on. I'm still curious who rose ate ran out of the forum.

[Piddle Duck 0]

I am going to be a prick right now but that is okay as what people think of me on the internet doesn't effect my real life so I am cool with it.I have had Rose on ignore for a week or so because she has decided that she wants to post at the hockey forum but all she ever posts is copy and pasting articles in a topic over and over again and when she does post it's a terrible mishmash of insults and poor usage of the English language. She just plain fails at posting. I don't think the vast majority of her issues have anything to so with her having a vagina but more for the fact that she posts these horribly hard to comprehend posts with atrocious grammar and spelling. While it may be lame to judge a person by such a standard, it is the internet and people will jump at you for the littlest things and since people have to actually try and read each others posts, when someone like Rose posts so incoherently it won't take long to aggravate an entire forum.If it wasn't for someone quoting her suicide post I would have just been able to continue reading as if nothing has happened since instead of bitching about her posts I just ignore then and I go about my business. But come on, posting a "i want to kill myself" post on the internet is so middle school. It's a lame attempt at getting sympathy and attention. I told her before, people would lay off if she just spent 2 minutes reading her posts before hitting submit and using firefox which will point out the spelling issues.I am sure other people dislike her for other reasons but the vast majority of posts towards her have simply been about her failure at grasping the English language. I mean look at the suicide post. what the hell is going on in that post. She makes up words like hatered. Clearly not a typo as she uses it more than once. We all are not perfect by any stretch of the imagination (except for Tactical Bear of course) but she comes off as lazy and stupid and while she may actually be neither that is how she clearly portrays herself and on the internet that is just asking for trouble. The last thing you should do is say you are going to kill yourself because then it will just get uglier. Luckily though this place is amazingly a lot more mature than other internet forums. If this was on a site like gamefaqs people would be begging her to do it and asking her to do it on webcam.I am not trying to be a jerk but maybe I am and I am cool with that. I don't want her to commit suicide and I don't want her to take everything on here so seriously but COME ON!Edit: I am sure there are some grammar issues with my post. But the key to my success is that it is still coherent and you won't need to spend 5 minutes reading a word or sentence in this post trying to figure out what the fuck I am trying to say, so screw all you haterededers.

[Mercury69 3]

Don't let the childish attitudes of a few stupid cunts ruin your day. It's not worth it.

**** t hese guys rose. you don't deserve to be talked to like this. just ignore them

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

[avsfan 0]

The last thing you should do is say you are going to kill yourself because then it will just get uglier.

I agree with this statement. believe it or not there are a lot of ppl who want you to kill your self on the internet and making suicide statements will bring those ppl out in droves. Their have been more than few ppl driven to suicide by anonymous internet thugs.I also feel Piddle Duck is giving a very honest and straight forward opinion of their thoughts on Rose. Piddle Duck can't be that bad since they took time to give an honest opinion.

[Sportsmack 0]

But come on, posting a "i want to kill myself" post on the internet is so middle school.

But picking on a person for poor spelling and grammar isn't? Seriously, who (above the age of 6) does that? And it bothers you so much that you put her on ignore? Yeah, Rose is the one with middle school tendencies

[DrawingDeadInDM 0]

But picking on a person for poor spelling and grammar isn't? Seriously, who (above the age of 6) does that? And it bothers you so much that you put her on ignore? Yeah, Rose is the one with middle school tendencies

It's also a matter of content, as well as form.

[JubilantLankyLad 1,957]

It's also a matter of content, as well as form.

you just drank the koolaid...

[Piddle Duck 0]

But picking on a person for poor spelling and grammar isn't? Seriously, who (above the age of 6) does that? And it bothers you so much that you put her on ignore? Yeah, Rose is the one with middle school tendencies

I didn't tease her for it, I even offered her advice last week on things she could do to quell the "piling on" she receives. I think I even complimented her in that post. Yikes!And yes, I put her on ignore because on the hockey board she was being, as far as I was concerned, disruptive to the conversation by posting long articles over and over and over again. People told her to stop and that prompted her to do it more. So instead of getting on her for it and adding to or continuing the ridicule and insults, I put her on ignore and thus no matter what she says or does it will not bother me and thus she can continue to post her long useless articles and it no longer disturbs me so if that makes me childish, oh well. I would think it would be the opposite since I am making a compromise that allows her to do what she wants and allows me to avoid the disruption. And yes, if I can have the ability not to have to read and sort through the gobblygook of her posts then that makes this place more enjoyable for me. That doesn't equal childish. Nice try though...

[Jadaki 0]

But picking on a person for poor spelling and grammar isn't? Seriously, who (above the age of 6) does that? And it bothers you so much that you put her on ignore? Yeah, Rose is the one with middle school tendencies

[Sportsmack 0]

I didn't tease her for it, I even offered her advice last week on things she could do to quell the "piling on" she receives. I think I even complimented her in that post. Yikes!And yes, I put her on ignore because on the hockey board she was being, as far as I was concerned, disruptive to the conversation by posting long articles over and over and over again. People told her to stop and that prompted her to do it more. So instead of getting on her for it and adding to or continuing the ridicule and insults, I put her on ignore and thus no matter what she says or does it will not bother me and thus she can continue to post her long useless articles and it no longer disturbs me so if that makes me childish, oh well. I would think it would be the opposite since I am making a compromise that allows her to do what she wants and allows me to avoid the disruption. And yes, if I can have the ability not to have to read and sort through the gobblygook of her posts then that makes this place more enjoyable for me. That doesn't equal childish. Nice try though...

so having your way no matter who it hurts, or to what extent it hurts them doesn't make it childish? Yeah my bad, you're right.

[dolfan 0]

And yes, if I can have the ability not to have to read and sort through the gobblygook

Gobbledygook.